[ Tuesday, December 06, 2005|1:22 PM ]
did ya see something wrong? i think dhat the barrel between us is widening.. don't u think so? mayb u never see anything wrong .. but i do.. and very clearly still.. the gap.. it's too wide.. even if u had read my post.. i don't think u will noe hu i'm talking about.. it's u i'm talking about all the time.. hmms.. not really all da time.. well.. i don't really feel dhat comfortable when i'm with u.. but.. at least we're friends.. i always hafta put on a mask whenever i face u.. i tried very hard to joke and laugh around with u.. perhaps we're two different person of different characters.. yup.. we are.. i only feel dhat u are always acting.. especially in front of "ur beloved seniors and juniors." u are too act.. just cant stand it.. i don't think u noe hu i'm talking about.. and i don't give it a damn.. continue with ur show.. big show dhat have high ratings.. u win..
"everyone.. come.. watch the nice show over there.."
haiis.. it's not dhat i wanna say about u.. but its u hu let mii say.. i don't wanna watch tis friendship breakup.. and i don't think it will.. cos u dun even noe hu i'm talking about.. forget it.. i just don't wanna hurt anyone.. i'll just keep it to myself bahs.. i don't wanna see the same scene dhat had happened last yr, to enter my mind again.. it's terrible.. u will never noe the feeling.. haiis.. anyway.. tis few days painting the hse.. very fun but tiring.. going to have my own room soon?? hope so bahs.. gees..
btw; the DiZi concert rite.. haiis.. so disappointed.. the sec ones all like being forced to go lo.. in the end? dunno if even one of the woodwind section is going.. haiis.. [disappointed] very scared.. wat will happen to co? u see.. last year.. so many concerts ferr us to watch and learn from.. tis yr? one learning journey and dhat's all.. perhaps becos of syf lahhs.. but.. the co is too pathetic.. i aso dunno wat and how to help.. another thing is dhat the ppl don't have initiative at all.. only care about themselves.. how.. if tis goes on.. co sure no hope de.. cant help myself think positive le.. hai.. see the orchestra so good last yr and see it tumbling tis yr.. i really don't hope to see the co fall.. haiis.. i want to leave co happily and not "fang bu xia" de feeling.. haiis..
