stupid day?
[ Sunday, December 04, 2005|8:38 PM ]
well, morning's not a good morning.. quite pissed off.. was playing my baobei cello.. denn mama askk mii dunn play.. haiis.. admit dhat i play until very unpleasant nahhs.. in other words; "nan ting." but till now, im still wondering if she's bias towards me picking up the cello.. haiis.. nvm lahhs.. nan ting is nan ting... cant change the facts.. i love my cello.. and unless i prove myself wrong, nth's gonna change any bit.. but don't tink i'm gonna do anything.. cos it wont help at all.. trust mi.. haiis.. denn whad happened after dhat.. don't tink i wanna say.. jus a stupid day.. everything's stupid.. everybody's bias to cello... can c.. even huat thinks so.. come on.. we are the fellow cellists.. nth can escape our eyes.. hai.. anyway, everytime hafta tell myself dhat bass is more pitiful to get away from dhat obstacle.. hai.. what's da use of cello in an orchestra? have zhongruan and daruan enough le mahhs.. hai.. don't think we're dhat good.. always hafta put on the fake front... but i still do love cello... anyway.. sorry ferr putting the 'ruans' in the pict.. no offence kaes... haiis... come again next time.. bye... -toOpid-