[ Wednesday, May 17, 2006|6:26 PM ]
just came home from dinner... felt so weak... hai... anyway, sian... quite irritated today... by some issues la... Qisi was quite irritating today... she said her english sure fail... but got results that time, her essay was higher than most of us... she got 20 over 30. and i got 17 over 30... okay, the results are minor issues to me... losing, i dont care. but i really got pissed when she sort of accused me that i've said i will fail my biology but in the end i passed. well, i dont recall any of such incidents. maybe she heard wrongly, or perhaps i did say and i forget. but i strongly feel that i never say any of such things. and she kept on saying that i very smart, passed biology. hey listen up, i studied okay. and i've put in efforts for bio, my so called only hope for science. i really did studied. i think i deserve the pass. and i did not pass with flying colours. only passed by 3 marks; if only counting the last two sections. it's just that. and i felt really quite bad when she said i say i will fail de.. i mean, what's the meaning of that? even if i did say, maybe a miracle occurred? cos she always sleep during bio lesson, ask her dont sleep, she still continue sleeping. ownself failed then say me. never mind... then, she wanna borrow my handphone to message her uncle. i don't feel like lending it to her, not that i'm selfish. but she always had that habit. i dont mind lending it to her, but in the first place; this is not the first time she borrowed my handphone already. money issue is definitely not the integral point. but the thing is, i think she wants to message her stead and dare not say. so i said my free message had already been used up. but she said she will return me the money. by all means keep that money. i just dont wanna lend it. and during bio lesson, she kept staring at me; i have no idea why. then, i looked at her back. she asked for my phone again. i mean, it's your values la. dont press money on me. although i'm not wealthy, but money dont solve all problems. never mind... then during practice, she seemed reluctant. she's going like for the sake of not getting scoldings. what's the point? it's just a waste of time if you go already, but your heart is not there. somemore, she said before that if she's percussion leader then she go. what's this la. i'm seriously not pin-pointing on her, but just a lil too much i think. teachers see who is capable of being held responsible. not that you want to be and you get it sort of thing. it's just disappointing la. anyway, i'm also quite disappointed with my english results, although i passed la. huiyi also agreed with that. we thought we could do quite alright this time round, but quite unexpected only lo. yup.. and was satisfied with my history results. got 32 over 50. i think it's not bad la. and huiyi got highest among our history class. 41 over 50. siao right... haha... and bio, highest was 55 over 60. which was extreme la. haha. and i got 33 over 60. like i said, passed by only 3. and.. never mind... lol... overall, i failed two subjects; AMATHS and chem lo... and awaiting for social studies paper... quite anxious, cos i had a bad feeling. haha.. and english still not overall yet la. letter and summary are still unknown. i guess that's all. and i enjoyed the practice today, and i will always enjoy no matter what.`love my cello
