there's always a reason to feel not good enough.

just feelings..

[ Monday, February 26, 2007|6:41 PM ]

had my last common test paper today, bio. although its really quite relaxed as i've no more papers, another kind of stress is still there. and its arising. seriously i don't like people 'envying', saying that i'm "good lo, no more papers..." so and so. its quite disrupting. cos the first thing in the morning i heard was this. and others reached and said something similar too. its really not very good a feeling, i assume. no point saying it right. (p.s: yufang, not saying bout you, but another who has a really horrible vocal. xP) you like it so much then you drop la. ZZZ. anyway, studied bio during their amaths test today. quite efficient i guess. quiet and peaceful, no disruptions and temptations. then went hall for english as instructed. got back our english paper 1. glad that i passed. got a 17/30. its not extremely good, but i think it's not as bad as what mdm teng had said. but, just luck perhaps. then studied bio again during break. the paper was ok, hope can pass. got back physcis paper too. half a class failed, and i really thought i would be one of them. luck again perhaps. i passed. luckily it's highly moderated, so i passed a few marks higher. 29/50. =)) cannot afford to fail lo, cos my humans already goner. don't wanna go for extended. sigh. and getting back english paper 2 tomorrow. the teacher said it's the summary that pulled us up. compre qns badly done. wish me luck. lols. and tomorrow's the audition for music camp. ZZZ. abit of fear which is inevitable. cos i don't know how to play some parts. don't care don't care. haha.