believe in yourself!
[ Tuesday, March 27, 2007|8:29 PM ]
needless to say, lessons as usual la. yanling wore p.e shirt today. LOL. wrong timetable la. shucks, i think my spacebar is giving me problems. don't care, get on with it. school was normal lo, except that today's weather is damn arid la! zzz. and that we had a new classmate named Huang Lai Ang. lols. then, eh, i can't think of any to say about school issues right now. nevermind, then had combine practice today. at first was really restless, for the mistakes being pointed out are still there. and it's like, repeating. sigh. jiayou everyone! furthermore, i find that our part was terribly done, frankly speaking. i don't know why, maybe it's only me. i played and the sound seems so soft, much softer than before. the sound just doesn't seem to be able to flow out nicely. and the notes were so out of tune! especially the front part where we enter. it's damn gross to hear out of tune sounds. it's like, sometimes good, sometimes bad. really can't stand the out of tune sounds. you see, even my lousy pair of ears can hear the unpleasant sound, let alone the experienced judges. unless they turn deaf on that day, which is totally impossible. so stop those wishful thinkings and start improving! but when i play alone or when i'm merely practising by myself, i can do it. i mean the music is nice. but i just don't know why when having combine, the start is just so disgusting when i play it. sigh. anyway, will try my best. and ya, the last combine we had for the set piece was marvellous on the whole. i can really feel the song, with the whole orchestra for the first time! the feeling's really great. i thought i'd felt it some time ago, but this was the best so far. really nice. yea, and like mdm ng had said, lin zhong is getting worse. maybe because we're too familiar with it. but the main thing is because we lack the feeling, i'm more than half sure of that. the feeling for that song is not there. when i listen to the same song i had on my phone, i can feel the song, although i'm not playing. but the feeling is just not there just now. nevermind, jiayou!!! =) believe in yourself, and i believe we can do it! orchestra, go for it!
